Death is coming

The closer death creeps up upon me the less I am able to understand the reasons for life or living.

Yes I have experienced a close family member dying and unlike television it takes decades to handle such a thing. To think I am going to put my family through such a thing when I finally leave is more horrific to me than the thought of death itself.

My life was and is still a learning experience but when all said and done what am I to do with all this accumulated learning over my lifetime if I just die. There is no logic or reason to this.

Long ago I became aware that the God story that is sold to the majority is just a nice story to give mankind with a message of a basic layout of how nice life could be if everyone followed these ideas. Not many in life do and if one thinks about it the good and evil structures actually depend on each other. The good that can be experienced in life is only understood as good when there is it's opposite to compare it to. This is not rocket science only common sense in reality. I am not saying we need to experience bad but understanding in it is needed to appreciate the great things many of us can have in our lives. From birth to death there are many ways mankind helps his fellow man. How many ways can you help?


Saturday, August 7, 2010

Going Through The Pain By Writing By Way Of The Tremendous Grief

By Leon Henderson

36 months ago, I started crafting a fiction for tweens, Belle in the Slouch Hat. It is a story about a young girl who looks for revenge after her brother was killed while in the Civil War. I purposely started the tale for my grandchildren; and I needed something to fill an emptiness in me due to the losing my beloved mother, and another special woman during my life. They died within two months of one another.

Anytime someone we love dies, we need to grieve; there is no way to avoid it. Everyone must go through the sorrow and heartache in their own individual way. My plan was penning.

After losing those I dearly loved, it felt like something was barring my suffering and preserving me through the cruelty and despair most typically associated with death. To this day, I do believe it had been the Holy Spirit helping me through the single most difficult times during my life. You many decide to call it different things, but I believe it was the Holy Spirit. Ultimately after that, the reality of the deaths set in and I had no choice but to go through the next phase of losing someone you cherish, the grieving process.

At the age of sixty-one, I sat at my computer; I started to write, and I started to heal. I started out writing a novel without the full awareness of what I was engaging in. I didn't stop to bear in mind how many hours in which I would so willingly give to it, nor did I stop to think there was a correct way of doing it, all I know was I had to write. Sometimes it was down-right physically, mentally, and emotionally painful; other times, I felt drained of every once of energy in my body. Occasionally, my sense of meaning and my most treasured beliefs about life were challenged.

There was clearly hardly any schedule for when I needed to finish; and no one could determine to me when it could be finished. It required a lot of time; not a day, not a month, not one year, but two full years.

Except for the primary three pages of my book, I didn't come with an order, or a plot ot follow, I just wanted to write. I even built a imaginary barrier around me and didn't want anyone to realize what I was writing, except my better half.

The more I wrote, the greater I wanted to write. Writing gave me an outlet to cry, to laugh, and have a journey. Unknowingly, I had fashioned my own support group with the individuals within my story. For me, it had become a secure setting to share my emotions and thoughts and process my tremendous grief. I also found a way for me to commemorate those I loved.

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The Seven Deadly Sins: An Interpretation And Historical Analysis

By Mallory Nocks

Ever since early Christian times, the Seven Deadly Sins have defined the most sinful spiritual crimes a Christian could commit. They have been utilized to teach the Christian masses and to point out that human beings are prone to sin according to the Bible. Although the list has changed over time, the final version of the list that everyone is familiar with includes wrath, greed, sloth, pride, lust, envy and gluttony.

The modern concept of the Seven Deadly Sins can be linked all the way back to the fourth century and is based loosely on seven things that "the Lord hateth" according to the Book of Proverbs. According to the Bible, pride, lying, murder of the innocent, a wicked heart, causing mischief, acting deceitful and encouraging people to not get along are all acts that God finds contemptuous. Because pride is the only sin both lists have in common, it is probable that the Seven Deadly Sins were based on this number but the specific sins evolved with time.

Beginning around the early fourteenth century, European artists of the era incorporated the seven deadly sins as a popular theme in their works. This shift in art sparked Catholic culture to pay more attention to the Seven deadly sins, creating a mnemonic "SALIGIA" which was based on the first letters in Latin of the Seven Deadly Sins. Again, the concepts and definitions of the Seven Deadly sins have evolved as time has passed, once including sorrow and despair, extravagance, and vanity. Dante Alighieri's famous poem "The Divine Comedy" was hugely responsible for popularizing and spreading the idea of the modern list we know today.

Specifically, lust is defined as the act of excessively focusing on sexual thoughts and desires. Christian priests believed that this love of others would render love and devotion to God secondary. Gluttony can be defined as overly indulging of anything to the point that it's wasteful. For Christians, gluttony is dangerous because it is associated with greed, or withholding from the needy. Greed is a sin of excess however; specifically it applies to excessive pursuit of status, money and power. For Christians, greed entails placing worldly objects and desires above following God's word and may involve other sinful activities like betrayal, bribery, hoarding, violence, or theft. Sloth is regarded as a sin of laziness and indifference and therefore is seen as less serious than the other sins, because it involves omission rather than going out of one's way to commit evil acts.

Wrath is described as a very risky sin due to its associations with hatred and anger. These emotions might provoke violence, revenge, and grudges that can last for centuries. Envy is similar to greed because it could be characterized by an insatiable desire. However, greed is associated with material possessions, where envy usually applies to more general things. Additionally, when a person feels envy, they resent the other person that they are jealous of and wish harm to them as a result. Finally there is the sin of pride, which, throughout history has been considered the most heinous sin and the source from which all other sins arise. It is specifically defined as putting yourself above God, ignoring the good work of others, and wanting to be more important and attractive than others. Most importantly, in the legendary story of Lucifer, it was his pride that caused him to fall from Heaven and to subsequently transform into Satan.

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